Stuck....

Starting to understand why some ppl turn into alcoholic or druggie...
(don't worry... I am not turning into one...)
cause sometimes... things just are out of your control...
but you just got to sit there and wait it out...
cause u can't do nothing about it...

Is kinda like being stuck on a highway...
with a 3 lane accident ahead... crash of a car pile...
and you are stuck in the center lane with no exit in sight...
Maybe just getting to the should lane and sleep it off...
till everything is cleaned up and over isn't too bad...


just feeling the cold whiskey on rocks circling inside my mouth...
tasting the bitterness of it...
reminding me of the past...
the memories...
the experiences...
the insomnia...
feeling the warmth flowing down the throat...
slowly leaving a trail of burning sensation...
so that I can just take a second or two off the matters on my mind...
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then find the whiskey had already been diluted without a taste to it...