Saturday, March 25, 2006

30 Hour Famine


Hi all,

I am participating in the 30 Hour Famine and
collecting donations to help children in need around the world.

You guys know that i like to eat
but when you think of all the children around the world that don't have anything to eat,
the poverty and hunger that they are going through,
i think that we need to do something to help them...

So i am going to try the 30 hour famine..which is my first time doing it..

NO i am not doing it cause i want to be on diet..even though i need one...=P
BUT i really want to try to have the feeling and experience hunger and suffering that the children in poor country are going through...(even though it is not even close to what they are really facing)


Would you please click on the link below to
make a donation and help me?

http://www2.worldvision.ca/famine/12987907


The 30 Hour Famine will take place on Apr 7 and 8...you guys will be welcome to join me..i am doing it with some friends in my cell group...

If not able to join the 30 hour famine, you can still help with making a donation to help them...
Would you please click on the link below to
make a donation and help the children?

http://www2.worldvision.ca/famine/12987907

Saturday, March 18, 2006

morning coffee

One morning when i am having breakfast with Teresa at the work place...
we are going to make fresh coffee as usual..

and i said..

J: Hey...This coffee taste pretty good...Which blend is this?? It taste better than the one we were having before...

Teresa looked at me without saying anything...
T: That's the same blend that we are always having...every morning..
but Nicole just moved it into another container so that we didn't have to reach up to the top shelf to get it...

J: Hmm...i i thought it tasted familar...=P

T: It is the Colombian coffee that we always have in the morning...
You are so easily fooled by the packing..haha.a... ^o^

J: Yes..i know..i don't deny it..haha... i am such a sucker...


But aren't we all??
who dares to say that they aren't as easily fooled by the appearances and bland names??
even though something that is exactly the same, their values can be 3 or 4 times difference just because they are sold in a different store or the display is different... >_<

Monday, March 13, 2006

Perhaps...Love? Perhaps NOT~


There were lots of different opinions about this film...
I wasn't going to watch this film in the first place cause one of my trusted movie watcher didn't like it... and our taste were pretty close...so i didn't really think about this film..
but many different ppl keep on saying how good it is..and i liked the actress in the film.. so i am like..what the heck...
the only way to find out is to watch it myself...

( Warning: Spoilers ahead... if you have not watched the movie or u have watched it and liked it alot...
Please do not read on!!)


The idea of the story is alright...
it is kinda like a <Day for Night> by Francois Truffaut and <Le Mepris> by Jean Luc Godard, where it is a movie about doing a movie production...
how the relationship of the characters acting in the movie have their relationship problems in real life and how the director had to deal with them...
However, in both films, Truffaut and Godard used that method to show the director's own personal reflections on making film..
to use it to rethink and mediate film as a medium...to show the reality of the illusion of the movie business... how chaotic and messy an actual shooting process can be...
to disengage the audience and keep a distance with the film so they can have a thinking space


Well...Peter Chan used this form to show love is kinda like the illusion as a movie production.. that it is not real...
and the story takes place in a circus to kinda reinforce that point...
there were lots of use of reflective surfaces..like the water surfaces..and mirrors...
so i thought..hm..ok..maybe it does have something to tell...

The movie tries to blur the boundaries of the characters' memories into the movie by intercutting between the story being shot and what actually happened...well...it did worked in some of the scene... like the scene where Xun Zhou was struggling whether to go with Takeshi... and all these other girls are pulling her back.. intercutting her own past where she had to have drinks with directors to get parts...

the editing wasn't done that well... too choppy.. i know what they were trying to do.. but just too disorganize.. didn't work.. just confused the audience.. and some of the scene didn't really cut together...
how come they had a little movie of Takeshi and Zhou Xun on the river hugging?? where did that come from??
it is like one of the key points of the movie..and just breaks the whole plot that was based on it...
Overall, all the characters do not have enough depth...too one dimensional...

most of the muscial scenes weren't done that well... the dancers wasn't really collaborated well together...the lighting setup have no mood or style...the sets in those scenes just too crap compare to the rest of the film... esp the last scene where they were flying in the air.. the background was just too fake...

and i think because film being shot was a musical.. it limited the power of those scenes..
where the lines..which has to be lyrics that is suppose to move the story forward... was limited because it had to fit the music and couldn't really go deep enough...
if it were just regular dialogues, will have helped build on the characters emotions much better...

if Peter Chan wants to show love as an illusion... that love is really harsh and unreal... please... go all the way...the ending really wasn't needed...
if u were firm enough to just have Takeshi walk out on Zhou Xun..taking revenge on her..
then i will be clapping my hands and cheering for you..cause u were brave enough to surprise the audience
not to have a happy ending as expected...
and u had made ur point...but no..it had to linger on...and on...and on...

However,
in the end..
i do have to give the director some credit..
cause he did try to do something new and be creative..
it was a nice try... but just have the form... not the content..
and please..the basics and little details are important....

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

每人每天眼睛一睜開都是一場《華麗的冒險》

◎旅行的意義。
當初寫這首歌是在騎著機車,這首歌給我充滿速度的感覺,就是人沒有辦法進行到如此快的速度,好像回顧著很多事情,很多東西從眼前飛逝而過,是以這樣的狀態寫下來的。

男主角旅行的意義就是為了離開女主角,女主角旅行的意義則是為了找回自己,也為了離開男主角,所以各自在不同的地方旅行著。

◎Sentimental Kills。
新的版本比較瘋一點,而單曲版是自己在家用MD錄的,在床頭彎著腰就這樣錄了,一直想模仿John Lennon像〈Jealous Guy〉這樣的歌,舊舊的、聲音有一點delay,在家裡亂試,做出來還蠻頹廢的,這樣的氣氛也暗示在專輯的版本,自己非常滿意,這就是當初寫這首歌想要的感覺。

◎華麗的冒險。
《吉他手》做完後,常掉入是一個人的狀態,每天重複過日子,眼睛一張開卻不知要做什麼,現在想起來,其實每人每天眼睛一睜開都是一場華麗的冒險,即使計畫好的事情都可能生變,所以在寫歌時會思考很多。

所謂的「華麗」不一定是字面上的意義,是一種精神的豐富,這些歌曲都來自我非常簡單的生活,而簡單的生活會看到很多美好,這是在忙亂的人眼中所看不到的。

i guess that's how a true artist should be..
able to sense the little details out of our daily ordinary lives that others just don't see ....

For full interview go to http://www.hitoradio.com/music/1i_1.php?inter_id=47

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Money can buy you...

Heard it from somewhere...

Money can buy you the biggest, most comfortable bed,
but not a good night of sleep.

Money can buy you the best and most delicious food,
but not an appetite.

Money can buy you the best medicine, best doctor,
but not health.

Money can buy you the biggest house,
but not a home.

Money can buy you the best red wine,
but not a friend that you want to share it with.

Money can buy you the most shining diamond,
but not true love.

Next Stage??

I think i have arrived at the age where lots of decisions are to be made...
at a crossroad in life for big changes...
it is a stage where ppl have grad from university and have worked for a couple of years...
and it is time to think about what to do next...
some have made a great career...
some have gotta married and bought a house...trying to make their mortage payments every month...
some still searching...searching...

many of my good good frds..
have decided or are planning to go back to HK..
because they are not satisfy with the life that they are having here in Toronto...
they think that with the experience and education that they have..
they can have a much better advancement in HK..
that they can go a lot further...

this made me really really sad...
cause they are truly my best best frds and they are leaving one by one...
i don't know what advices i can give..or should i give them any...
cause i think everyone has their own path and destiny..
who is to say that it is not that path??

some want to find a better career...
some thinks the guys here sucks..haha...
some just want to go back to have a change of enviroment...to challenge themselves...
some have broken up from a relationship....

all i can say is that...
if you cannot figure out what u are looking for in life here..
it is just going to be the same when you get back to HK...
if you are lost in life here...
the same pattern is going to repeat itself...
cause u don't even know what u want...
just a change in the settings...will it really help u find the answers there??

don't know what i can say...
but just really want to appreicate everyone of my frds...
cause it really isn't easy to have u guys to celebrate my b-day...
and i don't want to take it for granted..
cause i know next year.. some of u may not be here again...

we had gone through a lot of stuff...
good times...bad times..
many all nighters... for drinking purposes...or for working on events and shows...
disappointments in life...in relationships...in friends..
time when we shared our dreams... our future... our true self...
having u guys to stand by my side...
each of u represented a part of me...
had made a mark in my life..
made me who i am today...
i won't regret any of it...
cause that's who i am...
with all of u in it...

Thank you....